"I think I’m a very addictive person; whether I point that out through sex, drugs or something of a higher value. I’m not really sure. That’s all I’m really seeking. Maybe you had an experience when you’re really young. You feel like you want something, but you don’t actually know what that is. I remember waking up the other night and really craving something, but not knowing what it is. That feeling has been prominent throughout my whole life."